Mind Reader?

I am getting pretty angry at my husband for putting me into a bad mood everyday before I go to work. It sucks my coworkers have to put up with me in a crappy mood and he doesn't. Today before I left he asked me if I had bought yogurt for our son yesterday, I said no I didn't know we were out and asked why my husband hadn't asked me buy some (he'd sent me an email yesterday)? He said he shouldn't have to tell me that I should check and know since out son eats yogurt everyday for breakfast that if I had last bought it almost a week ago that we are out. I only feed our son breakfast 2 days a week, am I really supposed to be responsible for checking every freaking day? Both my husband and I work at grocery stores, both of us worked yesterday, so why can't he buy yogurt or send me a text to remind me?

December 4

It's been six years since one of the dearest people to me died, and it's only a month until my baby is due. Shammy will never meet my baby. Why did he have to be so selfish and take himself away from all of us?

Growing Up

I can look at everything logically, yes I am an adult, and have been one for over a decade. I've been responsible, I finished college, I've been married for over 3 years, I own a house, and have a good job. I'm pregnant now for the first time, and feel so over my head! I mean when I go shopping and clean I still feel like I'm playing house. I don't see myself as the responsible adult I know I am. When I think about holding my baby I see a teenager holding a baby in my head. It's all real and not real at the same time, I feel like I'm in an episode of the twilight zone and will wake up at some point. Is this what it is like for everyone, you know you are older, you remember it all, but you don't feel like the age you present to the world? I suppose when I was 18 if someone told me I'd be listening to opera on my Ipod while typing a blog in 10 years, I wouldn't have batted an eye, and said "Yeah, I can see that."

Long break

So I haven't written anything in a long time, and to be honest not much has happened. Here's a picture of my daffodils. It was nice to have some color after all the snow. I have a bunch of lilies that are getting really tall with all the rain we've been having lately. Oh and of course the big news:

Let it snow! Let it snow! Let it snow!

So for all of you who asked for it, here are some shots of my house this morning, circa 6am. And by the way it is still snowing. Yesterday I was scheduled to work at 11am. I didn't even realize how bad the snow was until 10, I called work and they told me not to come in. The busy road a block from my house was not moving yesterday, because of several accidents. Everything is pretty much closed today too, except my husband's boss wants to open his store at 10am. My husband tried to go to work this morning (he has 4 wheel drive) and got 5 feet, had to dig himself out and gave up. I must admit we did drive to the liquor store yesterday, and it was open, god bless them! We thanked the man for his dedication and he said "What else does everybody have to do today?". We felt a little bit like we were mocking those trying to get home, but hey 4 wheel drive and no main roads!

My Bedroom

I painted my bedroom last week. I was in Home Depot with the hubby, and decided I needed a project for my days off. So I picked out a color and some tape and got started. I'm pretty impressed with myself. It's the first time I've ever painted a room all by myself. It's also the first time I've ever been able to pick out the color of my bedroom walls. Also I've been putting off hanging anything on the walls until I painted the bedroom (we've been living here 7 months), I needed my pictures hung up. Sometimes when I walk in the room it's like the walls have always been green, it just feels right.

Lunapads and More!

I want to thank the lovely ladies at Lunapads for my special gift! Just for adding their cute link on the right they sent me a marvelous care package! I've been using their products for about 5 years now. It was after I read Cunt I decided to seek alternatives to paper pads and tampons. Then I saw the lunapads add in Bust, or was it Bitch, well one of those magazines, I hopped online and ordered myself a bunch. I must say I love them, they are a part of me, and I am not polluting the environment as much.

Now for the more. My good friend wrote an article, and the more people who read it the better it is for her, so please click the link and learn a little about the Ayurvedic principles of fall! Click for Kyle